daghan na kau days nga la ko naka update sa akong blog...daghan na kau happenings in my life na la nako nasulat diri. la naman sad gud ko time magblog kay kapuy kau. almost every night nalang nga late ko makauli diri sa dorm or if not, until kadlawon makipagchika-chika pa sa may lobby, picture-picture and everything...heart-to-heart talks, and whatsoever...lingaw man sad though di na kau ko katulog ug tarong...practice sad ko ug sayaw kay hapit naman ang alumni homecoming..this saturday naman, i swear after this event, i'll concentrate na on my studies..kailangan mograduate with honors..haha...gikan sad diay ko karon sa robinsons nagtan-aw ug movie with my orgmates..actually we accompanied ate analyn kasi she was so depressed talaga kanina and shes desperately in need of someone or something to lighten up her mood. adto diay saturday kay sad kayo ko kay la ko nakauban sa batangas..pano ba naman kasi, nakalimutan kong may exam pala ako nun sa accounting. di na rin ako sumunod kasi sabi nila wala na raw jeep mula sa palengke ng batangas hanggang dun sa kung saan mang fish sanctuary iyon..kaya pumunta nalang ako sa office and ewan ko kung anong ginawa ko dun. past 10 na rin akong umuwi nun dito sa dorm..then noong sunday, there was a rotaract olympics and of course andun ang lola mo since di nakapunta sa batangas. late na nga akong nagising nun e. i thought naiwan na ako but no, pagdating ko dun, i was one of the earliest people... isa lang ang sinalihan kung event nun, iyong 50m relay lang...pero feeling ko ang dami kong sinalihan kasi sumakit na iyong katawan ko.. then pag-uwi ko sa dorm mga 2:00pm na iyon, nakatulog ako. gumising ako mga bandang 6:20 pm kasi may usapan pala kaming magsisimba ng mga orgmates ko by 7pm. so iyon, nagsimba nga ako. after that, kumain kami sa labas, dun sa krus na ligas. mura lang ang pagkain dun sa kinainan namin. then, nung papauwi na kami, instead na sumakay kami ng jeep, e naglakad kami papuntang dorm..and mind you, ang naging route namin ay ang route ng ikot na jeep...ang layo! pero di naman ako napagod masyado kasi habang nasa daan kami'y nagkukwentuhan naman kami, di namin alintana ang layo ng aming ginawang paglalakad. tapos, un ung araw na nagpicture taking kami ng aking mga fwends..then tuesday na naman, pumunta ako sa office pero hapon na iyon...ano nga ba ang ginawa ko dun? ah, oo nga...GA pala iyon and nagcelebrate ng kanilang mga birthday ang mga feb birthday celebrants (kasali na ang lola mo!). hay naku, lumampas ako sa budget na naiset ko. naubos tuloy ang pera ko. pero anyways, okay lang naman. and ngaun wednesday, di ako pumasok ulit sa cwts. pano ba naman kasi, di ko pa nagagawa ang aming case for 112. e, nagipit ako sa oras so mas pinili ko nalang na huwag pumasok. i'm trying to make up on it naman din kasi. then, i went to the office bandang 4pm. wla lang, pumunta lang ako dun then bumalik agad sa up kasi may class pa ako ng 4pm. tinext na nga ako ng mga groupmates kung asan na raw ba ako...they told me na kami pala ung critic group ng mga magprepresent ngaun ng kanilang mga cases. pagdating ko dun sa class, tapos nang magreport ang group. so, la akong naicontribute na questions. di ko naman kasi alam kung ano ba talga ang nangyari. maaga kaming dinismiss so, nakabalik agad ako sa office. nagpractice kami ng sayaw..then un na, sinamahan na namin si ate analyn na manood ng sine. pag-uwi namin la na pala kaming pera..kaya nakakahiya man ay nanghingi kami kay ate analyn. buti nalang may pera siya kasi kung wala, naku pano na kaya kami? pano na kami uuwi? so iyon, nakauwi na kami at ako ay matutulog na rin kasi parang nahuhulog na ang mata ko.

I haven't had a good niight sleep for a week now.
It seems that I don't have time to sleep anymore.
It's either I'm making my paper for one of my subjects or a paper for PSYSC or if not, I'm not at the dorm.
I'm somewhere else doing somethings for the org or just hanging out.
Just like last friday, I spent the night out.
We had to prepare for the big event on  Saturday and so we did all those things throughout the night.
Then, Saturday came and the event turned to be okay.
It wasn't that good for me though.
After the night was over, we went to Ortigas (decades) and partied all night..ah..i mean, dawn.
It wasn't till 4 am when we decided to call it a night..(or a dawn) and went home. I slept the whole day and totally forgot my exam the following day. When I woke up at around 6pm, I read my readings and studied for a while. I didn't sleep the whole night. Then Monday came and the exam was over..my overall assessment of the exam?..it was the most terrible exam I ever had! It made me wish to turn back time and that I should have studied the night before.
Then, the rest of the day passed smoothly.
I really thought and believed that Monday night will be my luckiest night.
I thought I can have I good sleep..but no, another batch of terrifying papers was waiting for my attention.
I need to make it to the deadline. And so, with the help of my two friends, I didn't sleep the whole night.
It was past 4 am when I finally went upstairs and tried to catch some sleep. At around 6:45, I hurriedly got up and prepared for my 7 am class and printed my concept paper.
4pm..I accompanied my friend to UN Avenue. Pubcom meeting was at 6:00 pm. I still have a paper for my major subject tomorrow. It is not just an ordinary academic paper..but it is our final exam!!!

 

After a year after my application interview in PSYSC

I am again interviewed...but this time it's different.

This time, it is an evaluative interview...

They want to find out how I performed in my committee

They want to find out the depth of my commitment in PSYSC

They want to evaluate ME.

 

It feels so different this time

Unlike before when I felt so afraid to face my interviewer 

Now, it seems like I am so confident that everything will go well

And for me, it is a great feeling and a great reason to stay active in the 

organization

 

 

 

 

There's nothing particular in my mind right now.

In fact, because of so many things I have in mind. they get scrambled up and I can't think straight and everything just don't make any sense anymore.

There are so many things that need my attention..papers, exams, etc... yet I don't know what to do first and so I decided not to do any of them.

All I wanna do is sleep, sleep, eat, daydream?, sleep...

Ever wonder why I wanna sleep? Well, it's simple. When sleeping I get a chance to be in dreamland...and it's only there that I get a chance to be with him...who? secret.

Haha..  

hay naku kapuy kau akong day karon!

wala man unta koy gibuhat. gikapu lang jud ko. nagstaff training man jud mi ganiha. then, dili kau xa happy. pangit kau ang day!

pero okay lang, happy man gihapon kay hapit na mag end ang sem unya la na dayon classes.

pero dili gihapon lingaw kay magcamp man..den kapuy kau! 

 

A thorn in my throat has been removed

or my throat has been cut?

I don't know which of these is true

basta! 

 ayoko nang ipagpatuloy to...

di nako ganahan....................................................................I HATE ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!