Nagresign na ako sa job ko. wahaha. i hate my goddamn boss! she's really a bitch but she's just one of the many reasons why i left the company. Goodluck to a brand new beginning for me!

 

Mga activities ko sa bahay since wala na akong job:

1. Matulog - sleep all i can na ako. kung dati ay panakaw-nakaw lang ako sa oras para matulog ngayon, i can sleep all day.

2. Maglaba - naipon na pala ang laundry ko and sobrang gabundok na. di na nga kasya sa hamper ko. may spill over na sa floor. at dahil nga wala akong work kaylangan tipirin ang aking remaining money. naglalaba na ako ngayon.

3. magbasa ng novel - naluluha ako sa kababasa ng novel sa iba't ibang kadahilanan. minsan dahil sa sobrang tuwa sa binabasa, sa kakatawa, minsan din naman dahil sa kalungkutan lalo na kung nakakarelate ako sa binabasa ko.

4. magluto - for the first time in my whole stay in my current boarding house.. 1st time kong magluto ng meal for all. hehe. and to think na i've been there for almost 9 months now.

5. teleserye sa tv - nahook na ako sa teleserye sa gma dahil walang abs-cbn sa tv namin gaya nalang ng anghelita and impostora. kahit na sobrang naiinis din ako dahil sa stupidity ng characters minsan, nahook pa din ako. as a matter of fact, crush na crush ko na nga si alfred vargas. hehe. Love him nga siguro e. hehe.

6. makinig ng fm sa radio - yes fm! yeskalera! haha. alam ko na top songs and artists ngayon like songs of yasmin kurdi, toni gonzaga, kim chu, bamboo, rachelle ann go, tapos ung charing... hehe..

nakakainis pa ung ulan, dami kong kailangan asikasuhin para naman magkapera ako kaso laging bumubuhos ang malakas na ulan na nagiging sanhi ng pagkaudlot ng aking mga plano. ayoko kasing lumabas pag umuulan dahil nababasa ang aking mga paa.

at isa pa'y, wala na akong damit na maisuot nang dahil din sa ulan. nasabi ko ng naglaba ako ng damit nung lunes kaso hanggang ngayon ay di pa rin natutuyo dahil nga din sa ulan.

kaya ito ako ngayon, tambay sa bahay at nag-aantay ng grasya. hehe

 

i'm a bit pensive now of whether i should go back in cagayan de oro or stay here in manila. my parents are constantly bugging me to go home but every time they tell me to do such, i refuse them.

i don't know but it just doesn't feel right. i've spent my college life here and i've known so many friends here. it's not that i don't have friends in cdo coz i have lots of 'em there, too. it's just that i don't feel like going home just yet. actually when i texted my friends about it, they said like "ok, so is that your decision?", " are you really sure that's what you wanna do?" and wena said something like "ot, you're still 21. are you sure you wanna settle down already?". and i thought, no, no, i don't wanna settle down yet. i still wanna enjoy. yes, i'm still 21 and there are still so many things i wanna try.

so now, i'm looking for job here again in the metro and hope that i would land in a good-paying job where i could apply the knowledge i got from school, and at the same time, hone and develop my skills further.

 

i'll be starting at my new work as management trainee in seattle's best coffee on thursday. i'm already looking forward to it. i have never expected that i'd be offered the position because my final interview really sucked. i was too nervous not to show my eagerness to get the job badly. haha. i even told my friend that i've already accepted the fact that they wouldn't consider me for the position. i just hoped that they dial my number by mistake or missend a congratulatory message coz i knew that it was my only chance to get the job. it was really so unbelievable when at 9pm last thursday i received an sms from their hr staff saying that they are considering me for asst. cafe manager post but as an entry position they are offering me MT position. i don't really care if it's asst cafe manager or mt. i'm just overwhelmed with great happiness and my heart is overflowing with joy.

last thursday, while waiting for my next interview i dropped by powerbooks to kill some time. i got hold of a few books and planned to read them. well, actually, i found some of the books that i've already read before and reread them. first was hope for the flowers. it tells us a story about life, love, and ambition. i hoped to find the book entitled after eden but unfortunately, i never found it. the second book i read was the velveteen rabbit which tackles about love and being real. well, it was the first time i read that book coz i was a bit curious about it when i read its synopsis.

i hope to accomplish the pre-employment requirements by wednesday. gosh, there are still a lot of things to do and considering my present financial status i doubt if i could complete all the necessary things on time when completing all the requirements would mean shelling out money. i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

 

kabalo anang feeling nga super sad and lonely ka? kahilakon ka pero imong ginapigil. gusto nimo ihold ang time aron macherish nimo ang present pero wala kay mabuhat kay ingon lagi sila ingon ana jud ang life.

i've never felt so drunk as i was last monday night. i got so drunk with the nine redhorse grande we had. i got dizzy and puked a number of times. i even opened the taxi's door in the middle of the highway to puke and got the taxi driver caught by the police. i really felt so bad with a terrible headache. my officemate had to accompany me home to make sure i arrive home safely. at home, i put down my bag and removed my shoes and went to a heavy sleep that made my housemate comment on my sleeping position and noticed how tired, haggard and drunk i was.

i woke up the next day with a very sore feeling.

but after my hang-over's gone, after the alcohol in my system reached tolerable level, feeling sober made me feel even worst.